Oh, I am so tired of being a victim of my own self.

But I guess that's what happens when you don't give other people the power to make you a victim. You're the only person left responsible for what's 'wrong'.

It's how I make my choices, knaamean? I consider the consequence, understand it, and still choose to do what I do. It's like I'm on a highway with a sign that says, 'Heaven this way' and I decide to go off-roading.

Oh well. I guess the idea is that it will be more interesting, and get me there faster.

10:24 a.m. 2003-07-17�